How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! / The world forgetting, by the world forgot / Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! / Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
-"Eloisa to Abelard", alexander pope

i'm running out of happy memories to remind myself that its alright
that there is a reason for hoping
that for all the tears that have fallen,
i know that there were and will be countless simles to make it all better
i dont wish to erase you from my mind.
i want to be the one that disappears.